it's so cold. my head feels heavy. take thermometer, 39 degrees celcius. OMG!! fever siak. nevermind. try and force myself to update this blog. actually got one post that mysteriously deleted when click the publish button. what the hell?!

went to band camp the last two days and i felt happy, sad. tired, motherfucking, and determined. why? i was so happy that i was selected for syf and that bitch didnt :DD ; sad cos my tongueing still sucks and cass didnt make it and didnt get to take a picture of the whole section when ivan came; motherfucking cos my body are aching all over and the stupid fever came; determined not to get selected OUT and win that gold and to cheer cass up.


now about the past few days. so it's like going to be a compositon. ENJOY! :DD

Band camp(wedsnesday to thursday)
woke up early to meet deena, sham and syira. arrived there and saw wei yang and friends with weiliang having breakfast. alone siak. i walk then saw deena crossing the road. follow by sham. syira was nowhere to be seen. waited till 6.15 and had no choice but to walk without her. arrived and it was darn early. my eyes were still sleepy siak. when it's our turn to report[ after those leaders report at 6.30], still got people late. what the.


those people came, includong syira and yusri. pity them. but bags at band room first cos need do warmup and go teck whye pri for pre-judging for syf. got silver for overall. one of them, the mr boonchai gave brasses 83 siak!! for ross roy. yaqub was like i-love-that-boonchai-guy. errr, dorts!! the tutoring was like so funny. we cant even understand a single word cos his english is very BAD. seriously.

saw PJC and try to find ivan and ramizah which i cant. :( sad lor!! put instrument at band room first then take bag down at the gym. maccato and slur? go do mess duty. i get to serve the water!! but the water. YUCKS!! i hate bandung so i drank my bottle. the food was okok and when we cant eat finish, just keep and give the ex-members who came later. i join in to eat some of the leftover mee. ok lar. tada!! hero of the day!! cheyy. no lar. just one scoop =.=

went to band room again and still left my jacket. bloody hell. cold sia. and combined and sectional respectively and then the test. OMG!! im scared. seriously. i have benn scared of syf before. i feel like breaking down but it was cass who turns emo. she doesnt want to take part. we[trombonists] comfort her. the test was horrible. the gerls, including me, sucks at touguing. seriously sucks but mrs chee gave us another chance to practise. i went like crazy trying to to put the ryhtm in my head. like boonchai said, if you can sing, you can play!!

then slack. with the gerls. cos outside of the class. thanks guys!! then bath time. the girls were like on a marathon cos want the shower cubicles. i came with the lesbians. the lesbians are sham, tharani, syira, deena and fatin[that new flute girl]. they bathe together in a single toilet cubicle with that pipe. omg. who wants to watch porn? :D thanks shaheera for letting me bathe first.

went to dinner. as usual, sing that food cheer. the boys of my group arh. sing with eh wah!! like dikir barat you know. alermak. irritaing seh. ok lar. they try to make it interesting. when i mean the guys i mean yaqub and shukri and maybe fadhli. laugh laugh laugh. i sat beside syuhadah. with amirah opposite. the other guys which is jun lin and that hated wei jie sat at the table in the front. like not with us at all. again i left my jacket at the holding area. but luckily kaar open for some other people who i cant remember. but before that, my hair was like singa[lion]. LOL. i go shake my hair. then messing. what to say. i am a retard :)

run to the holding are for fun. with haziqah and amira and others. they say i siao. again what to say. im a retard. again shake my hair. when reach band room, someone mess my hair. i think either haziqah or ramizah. the shake hit haziqah face. oops!! sorry.

exchange jacket with cass which is size XL[ yaqub's size. LOL] yaqub like it very much sia. say like biker. dorts. i wear then the kaar say i look like orang utan. what the?! and syahrul mess my hair when i clip my fringe for practise band. can let down hair right? but why still nedd to clip up fringe?! so unfair!! speaking of unfairness, cass and sham were talking about that. im just a third party; a listener. there's nobody i hate most than that XIAO and WEI and MUN. when i hate, i hate them for life. there's no excuse. once made up my mind, no one can change it. seriously. you dont even want to make me hate you. i would ignore you like some transparent ghost.

as i was saying, they gossip. of cousre cant revealed arh. ivan came with smuggled items. LOL. happy to see ivan again!! and it tru. he fracture his middle finger. but seriously, WHY DID YOU JOIN RUGBY?! he's more tan and figure is more broader. me and amirah say during supper. love ya truckloads for the smuggled items, ivan!! that kangaroo arh. GGRRR!! take photo with ivan. i initially suggested that to take with the whole section!! never invite me. dont worry. he better come for investiture. which still is a long way.

alermak. i HATE sentry duty. lucky no fire drills. i slept through my duty sia. tired you know. and i was shivering cos i lend my sleeping bag to thara and share with amirah. love ya :DD
i heard wei yang would scold if anyone were found sleeping. i was lucky and amirah said i slept like log. oops. tired sia. =X


last shift is the best arh. got a longer shower time. i cant believe me and azzira were like the only ones bathe in the boys toilet. scaring sia. i went up to holding area and keep my things. ir me hair in the toilet. with sham of course. sakinah told us to wait cos she scared of being alone in the dark morning. alermak. we had to do pt. i hate it!! just bathe and sweating. lucky never wear perfume first. the lying thing was superb. i felt like sleeping, under the beautiful night sky. although i'm single now, i still can sleep with the girls i love very much. and who knows i might become a lesbian. =X

almost falling asleep when utha shout 'on your feets up!!' alah. i scratch myself but it was serious lar. not deep just a minor cut. before breakfast, groups were suppose to think up a cheer that no one has ever think of. ours were like ALERMAK!! YAQUB SEH!! maccato rocks. i means just the group not the members lar. JOKING!! our group cheer was like our group name then yaqub's beatboxs. after three counts we shout maccato four times and end with yaqub's gajahman[elephantman] sound. semangat and forget to do it when amy came over.

breakfast was so plain. yucks. and my stomachs hurts when drink that stupid milo. lucky no diarrhea. whne to basketball court for erm... dont know why. just to improve the loudness. ALL of us were like zombies when played. thank god mrs chee gave us 10 mins break. total maybe 30minutes if add up altogether. i first sleep like syahrul lying on the bench. the second break sleep with the excos lying near the toilet. OMG. it was so cooler than the the bench. first i sleep on amy's tummy. LOL. ask who this? hehe. lucky i'm not a guy alright!! then syahrul's. his stomach was so hard sia. but not hard lar. darn the six-packs.


lunch time. i lied on the bench. sophia copy. im still tired. shukri say sit up. alah. tired lar!! then keep utensils and use perfume. yes!! smell nicer and very strong. i told you people not to spray too much. and i shouldnt had drink alot during lunch. and now i had to pee every five minutes. what the hell?! when sectional, sakinah told each section to do feedback thingy about the section. the good and bad points of everybody. start with fadhli and go in circles. when my turn arh, yes! i'm naggy and yes! i was my class complain queen but title given to THAT elysia. then suddenly need go toilet!! aiyah. miss what they say about sham and syahrul. then syira came. go out and suddenly thara was emo. and amy was in the toilet. listen to every word thara says about her section.

as i said. i wont revealed anything. cheer up tartar sauce!! me and insyirah will be there for you!! try and fight for your rights in your section. then soon it was our test again. i thought she let's us have another week?! again i was scared. i was about to being emo when sham's turn was over. i came in but then need oil my slide. a perfect excuse. hehe. cass goes in. and my turn again. she go in in such a short time. i wonder why. i go and mrs chee was like prasing for some parts. she ask kaar about his opinions of the whole section.


i went out of the band room. when just sitted in my chair, kaar said i was lucky. lucky? why? then cass and sham suddenly went off to toilet. i go also cos that yaqub was so kpo to know. but hey, girls must help each other. sham was comforting cass who is being emo and so i join in. then go staircase cos dont want any questions from the rest of band members. only the closest people to cass could only know. yusri included. she actually can make it if not for the touguing. so it's was quite sad for trombonists not to have all to take part in syf. there's still another chance for you and just keep practising yeah?


band ends at 5 cos later got area cleaning. bloody hell. and my group won the best cheer. woohoo!! three cheers for yaqub!! walk first to pm with the flautists, including that bastard aqeel!! ERGH!! owe him fries now that his band make it to the finals. sat with the flautists first and buy a pathetic wedges. budget arh. then sham, insyirah and lionel came. of course got some band members arh. went to toilet with sham cos of her darn ahem. next time tie a bit tighter can?


insyirah bu fries cos owe me 2 bucks and i add 50cents for tharani and deena who was drenched from the rain. pitiful. they always say i got the feelings of when my friends are hungry. the weird i was also hungry didnt intend to buy for them. oops. but hey, what are friends are for? then i feel thirsty and they also say they thirsty. woah. phycic sia. they say dont have to blanja cos i was ask told. come on. i still got ten bucks more from my weekly allowance. then we decided to buy utha presents since it was his birthday. althoguh it was less than 5bucks but it's the thought that counts right? then gave us a huge hug. my, i think you better bathe properly arh utha. heheh, just kidding!! and now he can watch NC16 and i cant!! dont worry. in two year's time, i will. muahaha.


went home with cramps. oh my goodness. juwika!! massage can?



TUESDAY,MONDAY
totally boring. no mrs chee to blab nonsense and waste our time in sectional. but hey, it's better than doing nothing at home. and YAQUB!! stop beatboxing can? so there's practically nothing to talk about.



SATURDAY
wee~!! go deyi band!! first we do some warmup lar. obviously. okok. erm, after that board the bus and i bet the brasses bus were the noisiest cos i kept laughing throughout the journey. IT'S ALL YAQUB'S AND CHEN JIAN'S FAULT LAR!! make me laugh like siao. alright, it was me that they bully me which kept me laughing. the first journy i sat with sham and she was like so emo. daydreaming. and that sufi mess my hair!! i spend more than 10 minutes just to tie my hair you know!! cos yixiu is coming and i wanna take loads of pics with her!!

and that yaqub with his gajahman. ARGH!! irritating lar his shiny head!! if only i could cut that but OBVIOUSLY he's BOTAK. i still keep wondering why did he board the brasses bus instead of woodwinds. right now i'm single and a two-timer. *gasps!* girls just adore me and wants me to copulate them. CHEYY!! OMG!! i'm a les!! just KIDDING!!


sufi is cicakman and yaqub is gajahman. gajahman sure win cicakman cos elephant is like so HUGE and the house lizard will become pancake for sure arh. far siak if want to challenge. too bad cass miss alot of actions. the deyi were like so FRIENDLY and the jurongville were like ANTISOCIAL. no offence arh yixiu. it's true. except for that farhan of tuba and sham is in love with him. eh wak!!

first was tutoring with mr lee. BORING!! and tha malay guy for jurongville handsome right? uh-oh, yaqub's cousin. ARGH!! whatever. boon lay trombone is so noisy durimg lunch. YAQUB again and fadhli. noisy lar you guys. although it was suppose to be me that was noisy. yaqub's laughter is like when he laugh, you also laugh for nothing. er!! bloody idiot. ptiy kaar. they most of the time were talking in malay. so the rest can join in the laugh.

during lunch time. there's that malay guy!! at the back!!



then, it's performing time. deyi's look so smart sia and twirling their instruments really scares me. BUT BEFORE THAT, we waited like half and hour just to wait for them to change and prepare. syahrul, you want tune our voices for what sia? nothing better to do right? chen jian's voice was in tuned after many tries. lame lar the guys in my section. then i suggest that yaqub had a shot. chen jian went back and play with the tuner. suddenly yaqub's voice was in tuned. i was like what the?! and aqeel tried too although his voice sucks. ssshhh!! dont tell him. muahaha.


after the deyi's it was boon lay band to perform first. why have it to be us? nervous here!! and that's why this year batch have stagefright. seriously, i'm afraid. i feel like breaking down. the pressure is so hard. i feel so scared. i better cut it out before i realy cry in front of everybody.

then jurongville's. woot!! nice arh. then deyi's. it was like OMG!! the trombonists slide was so fast!! then we again with mr tan. aiyah, that guy is so weird. INTERACTION TIME!! the deyi prepares a gift of us. aww, sweet right? too bad jurongville wasnt there cos still at the hall with mr tan.


then went hall for three band combined take pics. thank weiliang for taking for us!!

boon lay, deyi and jurongville. many people right?




alah, that utha and sufi. never invite me siak. try and find me in both pics!!


and we do briefing at holding area for us and i took pic with atiqah
my hair look very weird siak.

then we went home. this time i sat with yu tai. HOW DARE YOU LAUGH AT ME?! yu tai!! you very guai one!! darn you yaqub and chen jian. bully me and amirah. for her, they sing i'm a babi girl in a babi world[ another version of barbie girl]. bad sia!! and look at this pic below!!


fatosqub is a god? and superwira? dorts.


he still take the brasses bus back. cant you sit at woodwinds so you can see her. again the back is noisy. ERGH!! DARN THEM!!

and friday, i pass my science!! 33 1/2 / 50!! i found out everything except for english and literature. now waiting for school to reopen and finish with my science homework and pw. i hate sec2 life. driving to get sick everytime.