Since this blog was abandoned years ago and almost everyone I know doesn't read this anymore. I shall use it to update, and mostly because I'm lazy to create a new one, with a fresh start.

Maybe I like to somewhat hold onto the past but whatever. At most I would probably use the same url to start afresh but all my older post will be under a different url, just for me to read.

I don't know why I'm starting to blog again but I guess since I'm already in Media & Comm, might as well try to improve my English and writing style. Who knows I would be working as a scriptwriter or journalist or something that is related to writing.

Sigh. Decisions is really hard to make once you have grown older. You would want to go do something fun with you friends but it clashes with your other priorities.

I really would love to drop everything else and just go for my class chalet but the Sports Club prep camp.. I really do want to be part of them because of Shim Night but it always clashes with the fun stuff and I feel awkward with all of them because I rarely talked to them. If I were just to leave for the class chalet, wouldn't that make me look like I'm an irresponsible person?

Sigh, what am I gonna do? ):

It seems that everyone is going back to starting a blog. However, my friends are using Wordpress. I, on the other hand, will stay faithful to blogger. Because I'm too lazy to create a new blogging account. Although I'm thinking of having a second blog under the same email..

Life up till now have been great. I did mugged and panicked for my exams because.. I didn't paid attention during respective lectures. As much as I do not want to listen during Econs lectures, I had no choice because Mr Botak made us a fill-in-the-blank notebook which is still redundant in explaining. Mr Botak's explanation ain't that sufficient and expects me, the slow thinker when it comes to Maths and Business, UNDERSTANDS.

....At least the exams are over and I'm stressing because I don't know which Korean Drama I would want to watch once I finish what I left from All My Love and Jungle Fish 2 during the exam period. I still have Glee Season 1 to finish and How I Met Your Mother Season 1. Sigh. There's still past movies I have not watch yet. At least my new (already a month?) iPod Touch can be my saviour. All I need to do is download a converter and convert the videos I planned to watch when I'm overseas in Bangkok.

Sigh. There's so many things I would like to post about but I guess. I NEED TO SLEEP.
I don't know whether I should continue the same url, delete my past random posts or create a new blogging space with a new url under the same email.

.. How I wish I could use a desktop instead of my laptop. Stupid brother thinks he claims everything, even the only computer chair. Bitch.

I really forgotten what had happened during the time span of today's post and the previous post. But I do know that I would never ever wear a skirt/dress to school again, I should try practising on some accents, catch up many dramas, movies and variety shows, keep updating my poor blog and maybe start buying more skirts.

HAHAHA.

I have certain styles I wanna try out. I would not want to spoil what kind of style I will pull out in front of my friends. Of course, most of the time I would be wearing very casual attire - some random shirt, jeans or shorts and slippers. DEFINITELY SLIPPERS. YOU HAD NO IDEA HOW TIRING IT IS TO CLIMB UP THE STUPID HILL TO GET TO SCHOOL. The school should at least allowed us to wear slippers for certain reasons. Seriously. Of course, I would still wear shoes. I mean, I have like 3 pairs of current shoes I wore to school and there's another 3 pair of my secondary school white shoes. I was thinking buying even more shoes :/
Cos I have only one pair of super tight sandals and two pair of slippers. Obviously I am not going to wear my only pair of heels to school. That would be fucking insane. Everyone who knew me who understand that I rather kill myself then wear something girly or feminine.

Sorry, had to rant out my footwear and clothing issues. :D
Poly life sure has taken me a lot of energy (and money) to get through the days.

ONOW (one nation one world? or was it our nation our world?) was cancelled, as usual. The class wanted to watched Inception (I didn't get to watch Despicable Me with them!) because I wanna save money so badly. So, I didn't went.

However, I got a text message from Nane (Nadrah). She asked if I could accompany her to Kranji to get some wood samples. Little did I know that Interior Design have a hard life. Seriously, living a misery of a life they had. I salute thee for those who didn't quit till now.

I met her then and we have no idea how to get to the factories there. She written VERY detailed information on getting there and stuff. The bus ride was scary because we were unfamiliar with the area. Everywhere we see, foreign workers here and there. IF ONLY I CAN MEMORISE EVERYTHING I LEARNT IN CHINESE.

After trying to count eighteen bus stops, we tried to find this particular factory. That factory said that they don't do wood. DON'T DO WOOD MY ASS UH. Then Nane got a call from her mom saying she's on the way here with her aunt and uncle driving. So we waited. We were gossiping about the two guys beside us looking at us or not (I hope, since I was wearing shorts -.-) I told her I could kick them. HEHEHEHEHE.

After a while, the van arrived and we boarded it. Nane's mom said she saw a couple of wood factories when they were driving through so we headed there first. We got a lucky break. There's two wood checked on the list. Nane was saying about that the second guy who looks looks like Korean boy band 2PM's Nichkhun -.-

Then we roamed around because the next few factories doesn't have or just one or two. Then we stopped at some rest area. It was really awkward being with her family. Mainly because I wore shorts. I have this self-rule of never wearing short pants in front of my friends' parents or my relatives. It's a common courtesy to not let anyone see your ass legs.

But the most luckiest thing we did was going to this particular company. One of the companies we went recommended this particular company and the lady of that company was so generous! We were given most of the woods plus two extra woods. LADY, YOU MADE OUR DAY. BLESS YOU. Interior design students sure have it hard.

After that, we went to Nane's grandma's house. STILL KIND OF AWKWARD. But the plus point, is that her grandma has a cat! ♥

CATS~ ♥

So yeah, I was playing with the cat during the whole time. I pampered it like I would with my cats..Until it bit and scratched me. This is somewhat a norm for me. I used to getting bitten by my cats. I think it doesn't like me patting its hind legs/ butt. No matter how much I bleed, I will still love cats :D

So yeah, we went back after her mum and aunt finished conversing and spending time with the grandma and the aunt's daughters if I'm not mistaken. Nane's sis is quite cute though throughout the whole journey. Did I mentioned that one of her little sister tagged along? She's quite cute and I thought I was the only one who conversed with their parents in English and Basic Malay. HEEHEE. I think I influenced Nane on speaking English too much.

Nane, stay strong in your demanding course. If I were you, I would have died (maybe just quit) that course. And to Atiqah Aris and Shira Nawawi, both of you stay strong too :D

I wish I could just rant out loud all of my suppressed feelings. I'm tired of holding back all the feelings, the pain and the tears. Be it happy, sad, guilty, angst or whatever shit teenagers are feeling nowadays.

But sadly, there's always a tendency that my folks would read. I did show them this blog once and I quickly changed the url. (I don't want to change because I couldn't think of any more cool urls.) Twitter is like not such a good place. I'm lazy to log in into Livejournal which I setted it as my private blog. (Multiply too. I got tons of photos that was long due)

So yeah. I think I can type some of my feelings here since most of my peers thought I deserted my blog. Yeah.

First of all, I DO NOT HATE EDWIN. End of story.

Second, I hate my personality of holding grudges but yet I like it a lot.

Thirdly, I feel guilty of contemplating my POM project. Sadly, I still don't understand and always relied on people for help. I wanna try doing to help my group to get an A but I didn't pay much attention and I'm afraid of dragging my group down. This is getting to my innermost feelings.

Fourthly, I wish that there was a place I could go to. I don't really like my life here right now, excluding my awesome friends.


...

Better get back to POM (Principles of Marketing). Human Geography ain't my thing.

I got to let this off.

The No Other Dance by Super Junior is damn cute (Y)
HAHAHAHAHA. So yeah. I've been suppressing this thought for quite a while. HAHAHAHAH

My taste in music is definitely weird.

Screamo + KPop + Contemporary (Band songs) + JPop (mainly anime's songs) + CPop + Pop (like those Lady Gaga's or some nice shit) + Rock + Metal = MY MUSIC.

I love my music taste (Y).

Oh yeah, some of my classmates plus me played Guitar Hero, not Band Hero. I begged them :D
We played nice songs and I asked them to choose Scream Aim Fire by Bullet for My Valentine. Initially I wanted to play its guitar part but sadly, they wanted me to sing. -.- The screamo part is damn funny. DON'T LAUGH, ERIN. -.-"


P/S: I can't wait for Entertainment on 5 tomorrow. Yay for Beast.
Plus, I gotta check out more on Attack attack's latest songs and some local bands that Kat introduced me.